so i miss my amazing boyfriend like crazy and hes not coming home until friday..WHAT AM I GONNA DO??? i have been working alot at kohls to keep my mind off of things and i have made some new friends there who are all awesome...the truck loader guys are so funny and the girls i do recovery with are so nice...i love working there but im mad that they messed up my schedule and now i have to fix it so i can go see my dad in a couple weeks..which im so excited about because darrick finally gets to meet him and get this..my dad actually wants to meet him but he said to tell him that if he hurts his baby girl he will break his foot off in his ass....aww i miss my daddy!! so i think that when i go to new york i wanna get another tattoo..i already have one on my back so where should i get it??

this is what its going to be of..my dads rank sergeant first class......and somewhere either inside or outside im gonna get SFC Micheal S. Morris.....i just dont know where to get it.....

**ANYONE WHO NEEDS A JOB GO TO KOHLS WE ARE MASSIVELY HIRING BECAUSE THEY NEED PEOPLE..ITS 7 DOLLARS AN HOUR..GO APPLY!!!

I LOVE DARRICK LYNN NAPIER!!!!!!!

some icons about my baby:

now some for my dad:

Hey guys well its been totally forever since i updatd but i had way more important things than tellin yall about my life..i actually had to live it....well im still workin at Kohls woo hoo NOT but its fun and i love the girls i work with......so my wonderful boyfriend is at drill for 2 weeks and im missin him like freakin crazy..when he gets back we can finally get our apartment and start our life :) i never thought i could love someone so freakin much...well hmm i have been wasting all my money in wheeling island gambling haha but its totally fun...im excited cuz my dad is coming home the 25th and me and darrick are going to New York to visit him....well talk to yall later....

I LOVE DARRICK LYNN NAPIER WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!

oh ya guess what my sister took me to get a tattoo for my birthday...its of my guardian angel and its on my right shoulder blade...im gonna be gettin another one soon hopefully when i go to new york in a couple weeks to see my dad.....other than that i dont think anything new has happened to me except now i actually know what its like to be completely head over heels in love.....bye guys

YOU CANT LOSE SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD!!

So how about my life sux!! why is it that i never find anything out from the person who did it!! i always find out from someone else!! GOD what the hell is up with people do they not have any conscience!! I think i have made up my mind that i want to get the hell out of this town..the only people here are liars, fakes, groupies, and people who do things only with everyones permission they never think for themselves and its annoying!! Well i havnt talked to my dad in over a week and it really sux cuz im worried about him . So thats about all i had to say and i figured i needed to update so yall got to hear about my fucked up life..oh and how about im also sick of everyone at school whose main goal in life is to make everyone who isnt in their little "group" feel bad about their lives..well i dont need them to make me feel bad about my life i dont care if they live little perfect lives ok YES MINE SUCKS u dont have to tell me twice!! FUCK IT!! DAMN!!

Break my heart.
I'll still be superficially beautiful.
Isn’t that all that mattered to you anyway?

Ben: You wanted to lose a guy in 10 days, congratulations you did it. You just lost him.
Andie: No, I didn't Ben, because you can't lose something you never had.

charlie brown: I think I'm afraid to be happy.
lucy: how can you be afraid to be happy?
charlie brown: because whenever you get too happy,
something bad always happens..

it's like once you've been hurt you're so
scared to get attached again like you
have this fear that every person you start
to like is going to break your heart

check the dictionary for 'forever'.
our definitions seem to be different.

you said you would never hurt me.
you said you would never make me cry.
well, there's one thing i can admit.
you tell a perfect lie

Hey yall how are ya doin?? well i just got back from the park..me angel brandi and britt were tapin our ethics video!! This weekend was definately better than last!! friday i went with Lauriel to stay at her moms house which was fun..we rented diary of a mad black woman..just like heaven...just friends...and the prince and me 2..and we ordered pizza..saturday we got up and i went to get my hair cut which it is too short but hey it will grow out i guess..then i went home and went to wal-mart and got my contacts and then i hung out with Darrick which was super fun!! hmm well today i got up early and went to Lighting Raceway to watch zac, brent, and willis race and it was so freakin muddy cuz it was rainin..i think my boots are ruined...hopefully the next race i go to is sunny and warm..well we had to climb this steep hill that was sooo muddy uhh it sucked i think i got my exercise in for a week haha!! well im so freakin tired and im in a bad mood so im gonna go..later <3 MOI

Darrick--u make me smile alot..i had so much fun..ur amazing ur so nice to me and i hope u mean everything you say..guess what..i like you too haha..i heart you!!

i know i love you because when im not with you your all that i think about..when im sitting all by myself and out of nowhere i just smile...because i dont have to say anything at all when im around you just looking in your eyes says it all...and i know because when i see you smile my world is suddenly ok 

the truth is, we hide so we can be found.
we walk away to see who will follow, we
cry to see who will wipe away our tears &&
we let our hearts get broken to see who                                  
will come && fix them

if you want to know where your
heart is, look where your mind `'
goes when it wanders . . <3

he said, "i love it when you hug me good night." ;
and she smiled. and then he added,
"but, i wish you'd never let go."

Lock your eyes on mine
Lock your fingers in mine
& I swear
Nothing else matters

Cause when you find that right person
for a first kiss, it's everything.

Life is about trusting your feelings &&
taking chances, losing && finding
happiness. Appreciating the memories
& learning from the pain & realizing
that people always change

I love how your eyes close whenever you kiss me.
& when you miss me, i love the way you always
treat me tenderly. but darling, most of all, i love
how you love me. i love how your heart beats
whenever i hold you. i love how you think of me
without being told to. i love the way our touch is
always heavenly, but darling, most of all, i love
how you love me.

...& you just have to forget the guy
who forgot about you.

because of him I laugh a little harder,
cry alot less, && smile alot more.

Hey my lovlies !! how the hell are yall..me and lauriel went to get wings at the corner tonight..it was fun i seen lincoln and some other people...this weekend should be better than last weekend haha..tomorrow im goin to stay with lauriel at her moms house and we are gonna rent movies fun fun...saturday i have to go to Wal-Mart to get an eye exam to get contacts then im gonna hang out with derek which should be real fun..i think wer are gonna go to the movies WOO HOO!! sunday im goin to the races with my sister to watch zac and kyle and them and that will be so freakin fun!! then i have to come home and shoot the video for ethics with angel brandi and britt!! thats pretty much my weekend!! well talk to yall later <3 MOI

when you love someone you`ll do [ anything ]
all the crazyy things that you cant explain *
you`ll deny the truth * believe a lie * give
everything & not think twice *' you`ll
risk it [[ all ]] no matter what may come *` you
*'feel it deep inside that nothing else could
ever change your mind * you cant sleep at
night knowing that he's yours * t h i s.is.l o v e

You might not be his first, his last, or his only. He's cared about
someone else before, & possibily will again, but if he cares for you
now, then what else matters? He's not perfect & you aren't either,
& the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh
at least once, hold on to him & give him the most you can. He's
probably not going to quote poetry, he might not be thinking about you
every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he
knows you can break. So dont hurt him, dont change him & dont expect
more than he can give. Dont over analyze, smile when he makes you
happy, yell when he makes you mad, & miss him when he's not there.

Sometimes I wish that I was a bong hit you'd let me in
& love every minute & tell the room the things I did to you.